I voted no. Do I recall my past? Yes. Do I have difficulty with processing those memories? No.

Because I process them, they are neither intrusive nor looping.

Takes quite some work-throughs to get there. When in a depressed state, it's more struggling, as self confidence slips and slides. The intrusion of the negative thinking patterns can hinder recovery from a depressive episode.

Are you also with a talk therapist, along with your pdoc?