Hi nde
yes, it all sounds totally normal. you sound like you are in a good place. you have a strong support system and you recognize this. you are in a good place in your life. you just need to deal with the grief of losing your father. going back to the grief support group is a good idea. welcome to psych central. you will find that we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome