I've never had a lot of close friends after my 20's. Now that I'm in my 40's I have 1 good friend who lives 5 hours away so it's easy to keep her because I can just text and call. I have another friend who I've been friends with for 30 years but her life is filled with drama and I find myself unable to tolerate it in my present state. Luckily my husband is my best friend and he's all I need. Everyone else has disappeared from my life or is family that doesn't understand and is very frustrated with me. It sucks