am i nuts....is this my imagination..i have no idea

No one here can answer that question, InA.

You need to see a psychiatrist and be evaluated and tested.

I read that you thought you were Bipolar or maybe Schizophrenic.

These are very serious issues that only a professional can diagnose and treat.

We can offer support though, and we're good listeners.

I'm so glad you are reaching out for help.

Good luck and keep us posted,

Petunia