Hugs for you Seeker. Depression and Anxiety are my major issues, and I know all too well how you're feeling. Nothing I could add that would help you any really, the people here are so supportive and kind, and all I can do is agree with the wonderful encouragement and support you've received so far.. I hope you will feel un-stuck soon, and also have to say just do what you have to right now, to get through the tough spots. I struggle mostly hiding my issues from others, and getting the ones close to me who know to understand and not hurt them in the process of going through my dark spells of depression and anxiety. It all equals a lot of pain, dealing with a lot of pain.

Best wishes friend. Thanks for sharing here with us.