The past couple weeks, I can't seem to enjoy my life. I have been crying a lot again. I'm also on my menstral cycle & I feel that has a lot to do with everything. But, today... I took my nephew out for the day & I even felt detached from him, this worries me b/c he is the only reason I breathe. This lil guy needs me & I need to be there for him completely. I don't know what to do. Also, I have a job that I can't afford to lose. So, taking some time off & going to the hospital is out of the question. I go to my Dr. in 3 weeks... what am I gonna do til then??? I have let a couple people know that I've not been feeling like myself. But, I don't know how to pull myself out of this.