I have T on Tuesday and I realized just how angry I am .at who I have no idea. my T saying that these report cards were not bad has go me crazy .I don't understand it and I am angry . does it really matter weather these report cards were bad or not .for me they were hell. the mother beat me horrible because of them ,does that count for anything ? or am I just suppose to say oh well they were not bad. it makes no sense. I was kept in my room for days not allowed to come out even to go to the bathroom . how humiliating . it was a night mare . why cant I talk about that why is none of that important . I have spent my whole life justifying this around the fact that I was horrible in school . it all made sense . but I am suppose to just say oh it isn't that bad. get over it .I CANT IT IS SO HORRIBLE