I think I might be bipolar.. I just moved to a small town and don't have a pdoc or anything here. My therapist is an hour away too. My boyfriend keeps telling me I have major mood swings and we have been arguing a lot lately. He tells me he doesn't know what is wrong with me, apparently I've been very hostile and angry, then happy, then depressed, and back and forth. I have issues keeping jobs and have gotten into it with supervisors at multiple jobs. I just finished my EMT class a month ago and still haven't gotten a job with that, and I'm worried my past jobs have given bad references for me. I'm currently unemployed; I quit my job because my boyfriend's sister was supposed to hire me but she dropped the ball on me and won't get in touch with me. Now I'm just a screwed up mess and worrying myself to death. I don't know what to do. I hope somebody who reads this understands.