Sometimes I have a hard time explaining my symptoms and sometimes they will seem to essentially disappear for a bit...I think its sort of a defense mechanism though, like I get worried I can't trust them so feel like I have to downplay things.

Like first time I was in a psych ward....that one just really sucked. So after 5 days I really wanted out, not sure if I was technically actually feeling stable enough to do so but that place wasn't really helping because the being stuck inside without any fresh air was really wearing on me and I felt like things would get worse if I stayed there. So I sorta faked it to get out ASAP but to my suprise my symptoms really where pretty much non-existant for a while.