I am a 23 year old male and I can relate to much of this, and I have no idea what is wrong with me either. I am also missing lots of time in my memory; I feel like if you were to print off a timeline of my memories much of my teenage years would be blank. I have tried to get help but whenever I talk to someone about my issues I kind of downplay them because they don't feel as real when I am talking to someone. It doesn't help that I constantly change what issues I focus on so I never really know what my issues really are.

I hope you can find some answers here.