I am in that deep dark hole of depression again. I hate everything & nothing means anything to me. I barely eat I do not sleep right either. I get myself out of bed but feel like a robot just doing the actions. I do not want to go in the hospital again, I was just there one month ago. I feel like I can barely go on. I see my doc on tues. Does anyone think I can overcome this without the hospital? I am very holy & have been praying that god lifts this burden from me.