Thank you Flower. Sadly I don't think I can move. When I came to be in the house I currently live in I did so because I inherited it. I moved in with my girlfriend and were supposed to be starting a family. She cheated on me and that never happened however. Ever since I've been a reverent haunting a broken home. But I can't leave. I do not really own the house, so I can't sell it (I'm more like it's custodian) and I don't have any money. I've looked into other places to live, but the best I can find is double my current rent, which I can't afford. I'm kind of stuck where I am. I need to work in order to move, but no one will give me a job and I don't make nearly enough money to survive from my art alone.