I can relate 100 percent, not only do I get scared, but I automatically want to push them away, not literally, I do this alot in therapy and real life, I feel like , they have pity on me or see my as weak or something, In fact in therapy, I get angry at my t, I dont tell her, but she notices, because I get frustrated, I just tell my story, I dont want any feedback of, oh Im sorry , or any empathy, or any other whatever it is they do to make you feel better. It truly makes me feel like something very foreign to me, like a virus is entering my body.

I prefer I tell my story, and move right along.