Yesterday, despite feeling sick I took the bold step of applying for a new job. I have to admit I don't like change but I don't think I can continue on in the current circumstance indefinitely. I pray to the Lord to help me make the right decision and do the right thing. I am so thankful for pc. I am thankful for people to talk to about my situation. My heart and prayers go out to everybody here who are hurting and suffering. I used to think I was the only one.