..pieces of me fell and fall down and keep falling...

I am naked mistaken for an accidental human...

I try so hard to rise....

I continue to make excuses...

for those that never were....

..those sensible ones that bypassed me....

I am bipolar I am amazing sad I am ridiculous bad....

so passed attention so passed intention...

things are never as expected by those un-educated...

and shame and dis-respect are two things so far inside of me...

I wish I plan I try I do everything...

life is a ball of activity...

I watch all blinded by the movement..

...my bipolar is nuts!....

but to survive I must share myself...

I can be normal....

only after I have died....

....dubblemonkey loves you