We didnt end up talking on phone last night. He got home late. He sent a couple texts like nothing was wrong. He texted me this morning that he wants to nail down the trip in the fall tonight so its confirmed. My gut says its wrong as we havent even finished our discussion about trip in summer when I was to meet the kids. The stress is eating at me. I think I carry words to heavily.. The text from Sat still eats at me with his comment about "its all me.. " then act like nothing is wrong where Im still holding on to it cuz it hurt then act like nothing is wrong. Maybe im wrong to hold onto things so much but comments like that put me in a hole.