I'm sorry to hear you are still struggling today. Like useless me said, it's not going to get better with more injury. Did you say you had a t? It might be helpful to try to touch base with him or her today. Distraction is good, but yesterday you said you had wanted to talk to someone. It may be a good time to reach out and talk to someone. I know it's "just cutting" but if you constantly end up needing stitches, it could easily end up being a lot worse than you intended. Can you maybe call a crisis line if you don't have a t or they are not available? You could also just walk in to the er and ask to speak with a social worker without needing medical attention. I know it's another huge chunk of time, but it may be well worth it in the long run... try to be safe ok?