Hello Mouse.
I hope things are going well for you . I think I understand what you are saying for some groups it is go with the rest of the group or feel alone in your thinking and acknowledgements and empowerment. Since you have grown in your understanding and awareness it is possible that you need a higher understanding group to keep growing to feel that you are still available for growth. I think that a lot of people in groups reach a point of self discovery and awareness and then seek other groups to join for that reason because your insight and productiivity in life is not being fe, but altered by others who are less applicable in wanting or needing to grow in awareness and insight. I would suggest not trying to just stay in this one group but looking for other groups that grow in more mature levels of growth as you grow so you wont feel alone in your journey of awareness. I hoep the best for you Mouse and I hope you find what you are seeking from your search for understanding and growth. Take care and good day. Soidhonia