I've done it, actually I Googled him before even meeting him. Didn't feel guilty at all about that. After I developed feelings for him I hit a point where I was Googling for more info, partially to vet him out but also because something in my life was lacking. I felt worse about that, like I was pathetic and wasting my time and a bit of a creeper, but I never felt too bad about it. I did tell him. I felt like a bit of a weirdo, but I think it's a normal thing to do, maybe just less common to admit to it. For some reason I felt guilty about the secret. I don't Google very often now, but I did save a pic of my T to my phone and I do look at it every so often since it is comforting to me. I've yet to tell him about the pic on my phone, ha, that seems more embarrassing for some reason.