I've googled my T and all of my other doctors. I don't feel guilty about it, I feel like I am being an informed consumer. Now, if I was obsessively googling, trying to feel closer to T by doing so, and started to feel shame around my activities, then I might bring it up with T. I'm not sure. Every now and again, when I feel that my connection with T is fading, I will bounce over to her website and just re-read the stuff she has on there. She has some very soothing music playing on her webpage, and I enjoy listening to that as well.