Hi AllyIsHopeful, yeah it's Body Dismorphic Disorder.

I would be delighted if the specialist was able to figure out the cause of the swelling.
It's if they can't figure out what's going on that scares me.

If it's got a name, or someone can at least recognise it, then i will be so happy, as at least i know what i'm dealing with, and how to proceed.

It's this uncertainty, and isolated feeling from being the only one who sees, and experiences this that really upsets me.
And if there truly isn't a problem, i should be over the moon…
But then it's all in my head.. - and I don't know how i'm going to beat it.

I really do hope they can find out what's going on.
That would be an incredible relief.

Regards