Hi InhaleExhale, well whatever the questions going around in your head, clearly you are special!! And clearly you've made a big impact on him!!!
No getting away from that, so enough questions, eh??
Now the anxiety and the depression have probably taken enough off you already, so now is your time, so take it!! And what a great start!!!
Remind yourself that you deserve some happiness, and GO FOR IT!!!
Really pleased for you!!!
Alison