The only thing good about today is my pdoc has me starting on a new antidepressant for my nearly 9-month long depressive episode: fetizma. I hope to God this will help me, even a little. This will be the 4th antidepressant I've tried in the 9-month period. Can you say "treatment resistant?" I really hope I don't become the poster child for that. . . Don't know how much longer I can do this.