So ever since I got into college I find myself very "bouncy" with emotions.
For example:
Yesterday I woke up sad, left angry, felt depressed all morning no matter what I told myself to try to lighten it.
The afternoon I felt much better and enjoyed lisening to some music.
Then early evening I felt like the world is hopeless.
Then in the night I felt almost hyper and excited about life.
I know i've struggled with depression like issues in the past so I try my best o avoid things that would be depressing but I can't seem to just keep some sort of steadiness through out the day.
When I get all sad like yesterday morning I want to talk to people but I don't and I try to think of conversation starters but I just ended up standing in a room of about 50 people just standing there looking like a loner...
But then last night I talked to everyone.
Thoughts on how to stabilize this craziness?
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