I wouldn't say that I aspire to being normal, but I'd like to know what normal is, you know (even if no one is really normal)? To at least understand it so I could choose whether I wanted to do my own thing or the normal thing.

I think I have developed bad relationships/friendships in the past because I am not good at identifying what is appropriate behavior. And now that I am starting to think I have a problem with this stuff, I ruminate on it.