Hi everyone.
Thanks so much for the kind replies!

I am new to the boards so I am just starting to get a feel for the community.

It is truly one day at a time. Sometimes, it's really like one hour at a time.
I waiver between wanting to continue self-harming and stopping. I am sitting right on the fence in the middle. Half of me wants to keep going, and the other half of me is so tired of it. Tired of not being able to wear short sleeves, ruining clothes from blood, nasty scars...the list goes on. It's such a slippery slope.

Thank you both for the warm welcome!