DM, sorry to hear you are feeling this way today. I'm sorry you've been hurt. Wish I could help. Even though, most days I just sit around waiting for death to take, too. We both deserve better.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha