I saw in a post you made about a monht ago that you switch from pristiq to citalopram- these are both antidepressants, but they are medications of different classes.

Did you notice any correlation in the timing of the problems you are having or an increase in the problems you are having with the switch of medications?

OR: was pristiq a relatively short term medication, and did you happen to notice any kind of timing with the issues you talked about upon starting that one? [like with in a week or two]?

Also, I completely agree with seeing a licensed prescriber.
Contact a county mental health clinic.