I've been so angry lately and I hate how I've been feeling like this. Anytime I try to speak to my mother, I feel as if I'm being avoided.... I end up being very sarcastic and angry towards her cause I don't know why she won't be close to me. It messes with my head and makes me feel less of a person. She knows I'm going through a hard time right now but I don't feel as if she's being here for me as of right now. My brothers are very close with her but I always feel left out, ignored and feel as if she doesn't appreciate me. Sure she buys me things but it's materialistic things, I want her to be able to talk to me but she hardly tries to talk to me. Anytime I try to talk with her, it's very hard to get a answer out of her. Feel abandon as of right now and close to giving up on her all together but my anger is still there. Hate feeling this way but I'm so hurt cause I want to know why she won't pay attention to me or have any conversations with me. Haven't done anything wrong at all but I keep feeling as if I did something wrong. Am I simply a disappointment to her? This is simply I don't honestly get. What should I do? I try to talk to her.... but it's so hard to get anything out of her, so what should I do? This has been bothering me for weeks now and I've been down due to this too. Feel upset by all of this, but anger keeps coming out and I feel like I'm ready to go off soon.... it scares me cause I suffer from bi-polar disorder. Please someone help!