ak....this thread has much honesty in it about what is really going on and approaches your issues from a much different place than we've seen you use before. we're tremendously proud of your honesty here and how much you are willing to admit to. you're courageous in that. so many couldn't or wouldn't admit to the transference feelings and figure out their root cause and then write about it. that's huge!

much admiration for your knowledge of needing to keep w/ the coping skills as times get tough. we need all of youse around to keep us on our toes.

kindly,