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dottie said:
... All this is a daily load I carry with me. I am considering getting counseling regarding this but have not done so as yet. I don't know what the heck I'm waiting for.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> omgoodness dottie..(((dottie))) you'll go when you're ready but my goodness you've lived through so much loss over the past few years.

please do get counseling as it could help a lot.

kindly,