Hang on in there! I hope you find the support you need. I'm sure you'll find plenty of awesome people ready to be there for you on this site if nowhere else. It sucks when people who don't understand think they can empathise with you...you know they're only trying to help, so you're not allowed to resent them...but you can't help it, right? It just makes you feel even more out of touch. I wish there was a different word for clinical depression, then maybe people wouldn't think they'd experienced it because of having gone through 'depressing' circumstances.