thank you, i know i can't change what happened, even though i still am angry at myself for not checking on him earlier, i should have known. one of my close friends told me that he prolly had a reason for doing it while we were there. that it was a cry for help. cause there were plenty of times that he could have done it when no one was at home. does this sound resonible? anyway thanks for posting and caring. its still hard. does anyone know anything about what happens for the suicide stuff at the mental hospital. I know he has to be there for 72 hours. its been 48 hours this morning around5am. but after the 72 i know there is a chance that he might have to stay in longer? Will i be able to see him or talk to him, cause i leave for florida on the 25th i don't know what i would do if i couldn't talk to him. Mom is all worried, she doesn't want me to go back to his house, but apart of me wants to go back to sleep in his bad to smell the smell of boy on his sheets. is that weird should i be feeling that i don't want to go back. i mean i don't want to go to that bathroom but i want to be in his bedroom where we had all the late night talks, and parties, and everything? I don't know im so confused.

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