It really sucks what yr going thru! It took me about 2 years to find the right combo. I still can only work pt do to my illness and my instability. Even tho I'm medicated my bp and anxiety still act up which is why I can only work pt and on ssd. You say that you give up on them alot. Maybe you should give the meds more time to work before giving up on them...oh but you said you've tried diff dosages. Hum... I'm on geodon and.it really works good. I'm on 80mg twice a day. Have you tried that one? Or a new one called latuda? Latuda has stabilized me which is great. It kinda numbs me out a bit but at least my bipolar depression has gone for now and I'm thankful. I'm not hypo manic either. Have you talked to yr pdoc about increasing the doses of what yr.on? If you can't get an appt you can leave a msg for them to call you back. Since you know what yr on works, then maybe you just need a little increase. I had to do that with my geodon. I went up twice then got at the right level. I'm so sorry it's going this way for you. Whenever I have good days I am always thanking God cause I so appreciate them. Then it won't last and it's disappointing do I understand how yr feeling. Take care of yr self. Be kind to yr self.

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