At one point in time... probably a year ago i was on 120 mg at night. but the sleep has wore off a lot on me. i took it 3 hours ago and i'm still not asleep... actually i've been up since 11 pm last night. so if that's saying anything. i know it probably sounds silly but i get tired of the medicines and i just want to be better.... that's why i stop them.. i start doing okay and i stop or i give up because i feel like nothing is working. I see her tomorrow. I'm just frustrated at this point. and I don't know how long i've been on geodon this time. I have been trying very hard this time at keeping on my medicines and trying to get better.