Hi everyone,
I'm new to this board. I found out I was gay in 1994. OK I do no like having sex with male (no offense) but had once experience with a woman and love it. My family does not think I'm gay and lying. I was abuse when I was young. Beside I have Borderline Personality disorder and anxiety. I know for me I let people get close then I push them away. I am also worry I will get hurt (in the past and still being emotional and verbal abuse by my Mom). I really like to have a relationship and miss the hugging, kissing and sex of course. I k now I should talk to a therapist about this. I can't find one that specialize in both sexual issues and BPD. Where should I go?