Imagine it. Write about it. Close your eyes and feel. But please try not to do it!

It may not feel like it, but you're alive. Hear the sound of your breath. Feel the air rush in and out of your lungs. You are definitely alive and if you cut with the determination in your post, you might not be afterwards.

Please stay with that feeling, notice where it is located in your body, which muscles are tense and where this need is located. Try to take a step back and just notice. It's hard, but it's worth it. Please let us know how you're doing!