"Just" speaking heheheh clever...

Okay what you are experiencing is really normal... but you really need to pace yourself. Well, you might need help in pacing yourself... and I think you have a good T who will recognize what is happening, if you share enough, and she will help you pace.

There is so much inside you. So much that needs to come out and be cleared. You have confidence in a T now, someone you trust WOW how exciting! You have hope! How wonderful! These are all good things, and all of us here have good wishes for you.

But we also know there are tough times ahead... and you will have to work through many issues... and the mind and your emotions can not deal with them all at once (even though we wish we could, and be done with them.)

Pace yourself. Choose the things most important. I think you have, already. Try not to do too much more before you see your T on Wednesday... you'll be okay. OKAY?

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>