Lately I've been having some issues with what I think is bipolar/borderline/definitely depression. On Zoloft 50mg for 5 months.

It happens when someone tells me something bad about myself and I'm either caught in guilt -or- want to kill myself. It's not bad stuff. On the flip side, and the majority of the time, I am high above the clouds, excited, "happy" and motivated with my music.

I'm kind of scared and feel a talk therapist would help as I've tried all my friends. Thanks.