We argued. I wouldnt answer his call as i am very angry. He now says he will not apologize, and we are done. I spent the last several hours numb. i cant even cry. But all this time I worry about how he is feeling, how he is taking it. Was these just words in heat of battle, or is he serious. I cannot function well right now. I know i was thinking about divorce, but now it is possible I do not know how to feel. I am so worried at about why i cannot even cry. Is not crying the start of a soon to be torrent of non stop tears? Or do i just not have any feelings about it alt all? Is this right?