Today I'm having a rougher day than usual in this depressive episode. I can't quite pinpoint why. I think part of it is I'm frustrated with making a lunch date with someone who bugs the ***** out of me, just for the sake of having something to do and somewhere to go. This lunch is going to suck because she's going to ramble on about God and the 12 Steps, and that just doesn't resonate with me now. I think because I met her in a 12 Step program she assumes that's what I want to talk about. Think again, friend.