I think she wants be with you, and is still in love, she just needs to trust you. It would be awesome if you went to a therapist together. If you already see one then ask if he or she will do a few sessions w the two of you. It's important that she understands as much as she can about what you're suffering from, Bc it is just that..as much as it is for you to have a fair understanding of what she may need right now. Which more than ever I am sure is attentiveness and affection. ). I hope this helps!