"I'd rather not leave you alone now that you are going through many changes all at once and are so distressed".
You are not going to fill my space and don't want to cut my sessions and pay-when-you-can-somewhere-in-the-future sessions??? Really, where did it come from? Sense of duty?

My GP told me "please look for another gp" a few weeks ago. There are good things and people in my life too. But I expect rejection once I'm not perfect anymore. I'm very confused.

(by the way, my heart is full of gratitude. Whatever I decide to do with the sessions, this was really kind of you. I've been so reluctant at times, that I'm almost ashamed of my resistance).