I'm starting to figure out that possibly I thought about the wrong things off of adderall in the start, I was so much a people person that I focused on peoples feelings and emotions and thoughts, whenever I got on the adderall it make me more objective oriented making me focus on the "right" things and not waste time which society sees as successful. after awhile I missed myself of being relaxed and just being able to talk to anybody about anything and not care, I thought the adderall changed me but in reality after taking a break I just had to remind myself that it was not the adderall (which i thought changed me ) it was that I was wanting to be my old self again that while on adderall i focused so hard on what people thought ect to be able to care again that it amplified it making me nervous. I guess i just naturally have anxiety about society and is something i need to get over with and get my priorities right and balance everything out.