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Originally Posted by Verity81
Are you getting therapy?
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I've made an agreement on that a very close friend should help me to get to aa therapist (or similar).... I need her so that I don't chicken out.. been to therapists before but didn't really solve the problem.
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Originally Posted by newgal2
then I'd feel guilty about my brother having to deal with the aftermath. Regardless, I choose life today, as painful as it is to keep suffering, and am glad you are too.  |
Yeah...there's always someone who will suffer from it... I'm glad you are here too... even if I don't know you.
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Originally Posted by nevergoodenough
Surround yourself with things that you like, whether that be animals, music, art, whatever. If someone is hurting you, then don't waste your time on them.
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Music is my life... but I can't run from things forever... infact I can't run from things for more than just a day. Cause when I have to sleep.. the bad thoughts will catch up on me. Okay I can skip sleeping one night but yeah.. (thats the answer to surround yourself with music)
But they aren't really hurting me... it's just that I become frustrated when I don't want to reply every effort of trying to cheer me up with a "I'ts not that easy" "It won't work" "You aren't helping"... the last thing I want is to bring this upon others.
The rest of you...I am too tired to answer you directly now but I am truly grateful for every reply I've got so far.