Thank you, Its just really hard to actually leave him. I just want to find out the truth if he's cheating or not. It's all I've been thinking about for 4 days now. I haven't slept and when I do I just have crazy dreams about him. It's hard because I have no one to talk to , no one I talk to truly understands what I am going through. We have our good days when we don't fight like yesterday and today so it makes it even harder. But I hate feeling so worried all the time, if he takes to long to text back I think he's talking to another girl, if he "falls asleep" I feel like there's another girl with him. It's driving me insane all I wish for is for him to get on medication and maybe that will change things ..