I am doing much better and am supposed to play golf with three friends. One of them knows everything about me and doesn't judge so that is great. The other two I haven't seen but a couple of times in years. What am I going to say when they ask what I have been doing? Where am I working? I don't want to tell them I have been depressed 8 months of the year the last two years and applied for ssd. My sense is these two guys will have no sympathy for that. What the hell do I say to them? I have laid off for two years? Make up some other lie? I would much rather not go and not deal with it. I need to go though it will be good for me to get back out in real life.

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