Thanks for your replies, everyone. I'll try to put it out of my mind until I finally get a call back about my referral. Medications will unfortunately not be an option, as bad reactions in the past have made me remove them from the table, but perhaps the psychiatrist will know of someone in my area that I can go see.

As strange as it may sound, ideally what I would prefer is to get a brain scan If I could know whether the structure is normal or not, and how much the emotional centers are being activated, than it would really help me out. I'd know then if it was all psychological, or if it's physical. Who knows... maybe if I ask for it they'll do it?