Well you might be on a bit of a buzz because of your job situation? When my dad died, i was making all the right moves for the 3-5 days of the funeral etc, but i could also tell i was in overdrive. I wasnt done with therapy, but i was totally reaping the benefits of every ounce of work i had done up to that moment. So your adrenalin might be pumping, you might be somewhat dissociated, but in a good way. Imo.