It's not the physical, that hurts as much as the psychological abuse and psyche torture. It's been compared to what prisoners of war, go through, as far as how insidious it all is.
Already, it plays on your trust, creating self doubts. As you are now left wondering where his mind is at. Or was at. It's all consuming, and tireless.
Whether his intentions were sincere or alcohol talking, already he manipulated you from a therapy session. Already, you aren't feeling physically beautiful 'enough', to hold his affections.

Never mind the fact, he shoved you, scantily clothed onto the sidewalk. That he punched you.

It is, socially understandable, that you don't want to bring legal action. Lots of women, feel that way.

You can, despite your own past and character flaws, do soooo much better.



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